Ever feel like home isn’t exactly where home is??? so much to deal with and it doesn’t even fee exactly like home…. things aren’t the same and things are different in comparison to what happened or waht the status quo is in college…. but now i’m at home, and things are different.  life is different… is it better or worse??? things are just different.

Now to deal with the things that family, dependency, life under your older issues when you were more childish… less independence and less of what was.  issues trying to settle with different life… i don’t know if it makes sense…. but it’s dificult