SO this past weekend was amazing. simply put. after a week of ascension and semi stressful sectionals, a horrendous physics grade and a barely B- genetics midterm, it was finally the weekend. There was tons of fun with 9pm shopping, Roman Cocina spontaneous Fullerton meals and Guppy House $15 shave ice at midnight along with a lil bit of trouble and a missed Canon Rebel for $430… And considering the amazing week of hell ahead of me which hopefully will be fun with dancing 6.5 hours at least a night until friday and an ochem midterm, and MMW midterm and with many things weighing heavy on my mind. So many things to get done…. the future is always ahead and it feels impossible for one to ever be prepared. But friday night with 2 hours of traffic and my “slow driving” in the mind of a socal person at 75mph to Walnut from SD. However, a night filled with praise and just a reflection of the gifts which God has given to his sons and daughters was an amazing presentation. the songs, dances, video and other mediums at the Home of Christians cafe night was amazing and a few things particularly resonated with me. Josh’s singing was really touching and reached into the depths of my soul and all i found myself doing was praising the Lord. David’s video about loving our neighbors and roomates and just finding time for each other. Joe’s spoken word poetry about Heaven especially was amazing and just had a great message that left me with chills. UCLA’s song about our Father in heaven. I feel like this weekend was so great spiritually and has really brought me closer to God. Sunday with a message about submitting to God in Ephisians 5 & 6 and in a relationship submitting. Grace & Josh especially was a model for the way i want my relationships to be… i want it to be foundationed in my Heavenly Father and for all of my future relationships with a woman and for everything between us to be just glorifying. God really answers prayers and despite my stress and hardship this weekend and inability to work on Octave, time with Delia and just praying to help our relationship despite some miscommunication and stress/ problems for the both of us came thorugh. I was about to give up on my physics project and was so stressed but during the middle of prayer i got a call. It was my good friend Tanvir and he said he would do my project online for me…. I was touched and i feel my life was intervened in… I hope that my life will be filled with conviction as i study late at night for the next feew days and just for strenght not only physically but spiritually…